Monday, February 20, 2023

This Old House


 I may be an oddball, but I love old houses.  They have so much character, they hold stories and secrets long lost to time.  I've lived in some of those beauties, and honestly would take one over a new built one any day.

One old house here in town belongs to my Father-in-law (we'll call him Papa and his wife Mama from here on out.)  Legend has it it was a prairie house that was moved into town, and when he bought it in 1968 it had already been in town for 50 years, and it was nearly 100 when it was moved off the prairie onto the plot of land where it still sits.  Tis only a legend, but sounds interesting.  The first (not original) deed we have is from 1870, and the property had been sold for the first time from the railroad company to a private buyer.  

The old house has yellow asbestos siding, which covers the original wood slats of long ago. The yellow has lightened with time, but it was once vibrant and sunny.  The windows of the old home have the lead glass of days gone by, original wood frames that have rotted with age and seasons.   The single upstairs window that overlooks the front yard still sports the old style of tall lead glass.  

The front of the house faces out to a small front yard that until recently was overloaded with beautiful flowers.  Four o'clocks, irises, lilies, echinacea, zinnias, marigolds, a huge behemoth of a climbing rose, various baskets on shepherd's hooks of annuals, sprawling purple basil along the old chicken wire fence, and small growth from the abundance of bird seed.  Mama loved to look out the front door's windows and see the flowers Papa had planted for her.  

The enclosed front porch extended along most of the front of the house, where it'd been wide open and uncovered before a final renovation in the 1980's.  Papa had several windows put in and it became a place to start seeds, keep tools and supplies, and held his huge deep freezer.  The floor was wide plank aged wood.  That porch funneled guests into the living room via an old skeleton key heavy wooden door.  Stepping through that door, to the left is an old French door, heavy in its frame, that leads to Mama and Papa's room.  Tall lead glass windows let light filter in, bouncing off old brown paneled walls and dark brown carpeting of the 80's.  Back to the right of the porch door and ahead is the living room.  It is long and narrow, carpeted in older brown carpet, with waving floor boards directly over dirt.  The long room has dark paneled walls, with windows along the south wall that was once the outer wall of the house, now enclosed by a porch.  

From the living room, a tiny room on the north side is a little bedroom with a small library.  The north west side has a smaller bedroom with a built in closet that leads to under the stairs which lead to little rooms at the top.  Beautiful old late 1800-early 1900's wallpaper still sticks to the plaster and slat boards on the walls that weren't paneled inside the closet space.  Both little bedrooms have the old tall lead glass windows that give lots of light into the dark paneled rooms.   To the east is a small dining room, with old linoleum on the floor.  A vintage table and chair set is in the middle of the room, with filing cabinets and smaller tables around the perimeter, as it was the hub of the house.  A small bathroom with a very heavy door veers off the south of the dining room, and the kitchen juts off to the north.  The kitchen had tiny windows, old cabinetry, and vintage sink/countertop.  All storage was brought in vs built in, and inside set 2 50's era tables, with a washer and dryer along side the stove.  The back door at the end of the kitchen steps out to a little fenced portion of the back yard, with old brick steps from the era when our county had a brick factory.  

The upstairs has not been used for anything but storage for decades.  Old steep stairs lead up to the 2 or 3 rooms there, those stairs have rotted with age and lack of upkeep.  They are narrow, with walls enclosing in close to create a tight space.  

The back yard opens up to a little fenced area for the little dog to run freely.  Surrounding the pen is grass, then a full backyard garden.  The shed is old and slowly falling apart, but holds out the rain.  For years it was only locked by way of a screwdriver.  Then neighbors stole equipment that Papa had used.  The garden spot had been tilled for  60 years, and even today if you dig down just a little, it is still very fine soil.  Each year local farmer friends brough in literal tons of manure off the feed lots, and Papa dutifully (and cheerfully) tilled in each load on top of the leaves and compost he kept year round.  His garden grew anything he put in, even the nightcrawlers grew to monster size.  

That old house (and garden) has many many great memories.  Many years of get togethers, out of state family coming to visit, helping out in the yard and garden work, etc.  The years of being there and discovering little oddities that only old houses can have, I wouldn't trade the time.  

The years have passed on, and the house now stands vacant.  A storm 2.5 years ago knocked out power and literally tore the electric box off the house and took down the power lines.  Codes enforcement would not let us reconnect without an thorough inspection and rewiring the electric from old fuses to a new breaker box.  Then the codes folks wanted new gas lines.  Then the water lines froze and busted.  When the storm came through, Mama and Papa were already in a nursing home, due to Mama's physical health and Papa's dementia.  The house was only worth $7,000 at the time, and there's no way lenders would allow us to borrow the several thousands needed to redo the old house.  In their eyes it is cheaper to bulldoze and build again.  So the house stands alone, an empty shell without the life inside it once had.  We've given away many of the items inside that others might be able to use, and kept the sentimental value items.  We had wanted to continue the family home and live there ourselves and put the work in, but that is not to happen.  But memories of this old house continue on, and even though the house will one day be no more, we know the joy it once held in those old walls.  

Do you have "this old house" type stories?  If so, I'd love to hear from you!  Comment below and let's chat!

Tuesday, February 7, 2023

Gray Hairs and Grace

 



I looked in the mirror this morning, and those silver streaks peeked back at me.  Oh how I once hated those.  Gray hairs, the confirmation of aging, I had hoped would wait a few more years.  But here I am, at 45, with the silvery streaks, along with other well worn signs of againg.  

I no longer detest these signs.  I've been given longer to trod this earth than many.  Through these years, I've seen and done quite a bit--some good, some bad, some mediocre.  I've earned the marks of aging.  It is solely by God's grace that I've made it this far.  Left to my own devices, I'd have been gone many years ago.  

As my temples turn one day at a time from the medium brown with reddish highlights to the silvery strands we call gray, I at times look back and replay memories.  Those days of young adulthood when a road trip on the spur of the moment was the highlight, with a cassette of 90's country playing in the car, windows down, and travelling anywhere I felt like, paper atlas book beside me just in case.  Those days are long gone, but the flicker of memory brings a smile.  Then reality returns, and I run the brush through my hair and pull it back away from my face, to prepare for the day.  Oh, I could cover the strands with a coloring dye, but underneath that gray is still there and the root would eventually show its truth.  

I am so thankful for God's grace, how wonderfully He's taken care of me.  For all the things I've been through in life, I never really dreamed I'd make it this far to earn those grays.  He has been so good to me.  As the hymn by Julia Johnston reads:  

 "Grace, grace, God's grace,

Grace that will pardon and cleanse within;

Grace, grace, God's grace,
Grace that is greater than all our sin!


 Have you found His marvelous grace?  If not, I'd be happy to show you how you can have His grace in your life.  Without His grace, His love, I wouldn't be here.  My family wouldn't be here.  I'm grateful each day for it.  


Saturday, January 18, 2020

If You Only Knew How Much You Are Loved


If you knew someone loved you so much they'd die for you...would you love them back? 

If you knew someone paid for your debts, all of them, what would you do?

Would you turn away from them?  Would you run to them?

Someone DID pay for your debts.  Someone DID pay for your sins.  And...someone DID die for you.

Jesus.  He did it all. 

He paid your penalties, your debts, all that you owe for your wrong doings. 

Without Jesus, you are dead in your trespasses, your sins.  Your sin debt keeps getting deeper with no way out. 

With Jesus, you are sin debt is erased, washed away, forgotten as if you'd never sinned. 

He loves you that much...He left His glory in heaven to come down to earth, as a lowly carpenter's son, and lived a sinless life.  No one else could do that.  He experienced hunger and thirst, love, anger, hurt, sorrow, and all the other feelings we feel.  He knew His ending on earth, yet He came.  He knew He'd be crucified for teaching and preaching the Word of God.  He knew He'd die a horrible death between two criminals, the most excrutiatingly painful and lowest of deaths, but He still came.  He allowed Himself to die at the hands of men...

Why?

Because He loves you and me that much. 

If you only knew how much you are loved...  You'd love Him too.  You'd come to Him in faith, ask Him to take your sins and give you forgiveness and a home in Heaven with Him.  You'd read His Word, preserved through the years in written form, and learn more of Him.  You'd know you are loved beyond all measure, by the One who loves us all so much He gave up His life on earth. 

But--that's not all He did out of love for you and me...  He rose again!  He rolled the stone away, arose from the tomb, and walked among men again.  He defeated death and hell, out of his love for you.  He did it for you.  For me.  For everyone.

If you only knew how much you are loved, you'd seek Jesus and find the peace He gives when you trust Him.  You'd find that He is the only Rock to lean on, that He is the only One who can give you strength when you have none, peace in the midst of the worst storms, and a sense of belonging when you're beyond lonely. 

What does He ask of you? 

Faith.  Trust.  Belief on Him to do as He says He will do.  Trusting Him to lead you as your Lord and Savior. 

Do you have to accept His love and sacrifice?  No.  It is absolutely your decision.  Jesus does not force Himself on you, me, or anyone else.  That's not how He works.  He waits for you, with loving arms open for you.  Many choose not to accept the love, peace, salvation He offers, but they lose out on the best of this life and the next.  You have that choice as long as you are on this side of the grave--you absolutely can choose to take Jesus up on His offer.  It is never too late while you're alive! 

No matter what you have done, no matter how low you've fallen, Jesus loves you!  He knows our deepest of secrets and loves us anyway!  Isn't that amazing??  You absolutely cannot have done anything or do anything that He hasn't seen or doesn't know about.  With Him, there are no secrets, and no matter the worst we've done, He still loves us.  Hard to believe isn't it? 

I'd be glad to help you, if you'd like to know Jesus as your Lord and Savior.  I'd love to have you as a sister (or brother) in Christ!  It doesn't matter who you are, where you're from, or your past...I'd love to have you as a sibling in Christ!


Who is Good?
"As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one.  There is none, that understandeth, there is none that seeketh after God.  They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that doeth good, no not one."  (Romans 3:10-12)

Who Has Sinned?
"For all have sinned and come short of the glory of God." (Romans 3:23)
"Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have sinned:"  (Romans 5:12)

What Is The Eternal Cost of Your Sin?
"For the wages of sin is death..."  (Romans 6:23)
"For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men..." (Romans 1:18)

You Cannot Save Yourself
"Therefore by the deeds of the law there shall no flesh be justified in his sight..." (Romans 3:20)
"Where is boasting then?  It is excluded.  By what law?  of works?   Nay: but by the law of faith."  (Romans 3:27)

God's Love Has Provided The Way!
"But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.  Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him."  (Romans 5:8-9)

You Must Place Your Complete Faith in Jesus Christ
"Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering:  not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance?"  (Romans 2:4)
"Even the righteousness of god which is by faith of Jesus Christ unto all and upon all them that believe."  (Romans 3:22)
"Therefore we conclude that a man is justified by faith without the deeds of the law."  (Romans 3:28)
"That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." (Romans 10:9)

Do You Believe That Jesus Christ Alone Can Save You?
The Bible states, "And being fully persuaded that, what he (God) had promised, he was able also to perform."  (Romans 4:21)

Here is God's Promise to You:
"...if we believe on him that raised up Jesus our Lord from the dead; Who was delivered for our offences, and was raised again for our justification.  Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:"  (Romans 4:24-5:1)

Pray Now And Ask Him To Save You!
"For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation."  (Romans 10:10)

If you will accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour, please pray this prayer or one similar to it with all of you heart:  "Dear God, I admit I am a sinner, going to hell.  I know that I cannot save myself.  I turn from my sins and put my faith in the blood that you shed for me on the cross to pay for all my sins.  I now accept you as my Saviour and trust you to take me to heaven.  Thank you for saving me.  Amen."

For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.  (Romans 10:13)

Wednesday, January 8, 2020

Fly Over Country


Today I had opportunity to run to Lamar, MO, just a hop, skip and jump over the state line from us.  The sky was so bright and sunny!  The warmth coming in the window was nice, especially on a chilly January morning.  The above picture was taken this morning near the border of MO and KS, on the MO side.

I saw the trails in the sky and thought about how so many people fly over us in the middle of the country.  We're called "fly over" states.  People really miss out on what's down here on the ground when they're travelling across country, big city to big city.

For instance, they miss out on the new calves jumping around and butting heads, playing with one another in the pasture close to their mothers.  They miss seeing young goats bouncing around in the barnyard, some of them with little pajamas on (it's not just on YouTube!!)  It's not easy to see individual geese on the pond from a few thousand feet in the air.  They miss seeing the little things that make rural life interesting.

Granted there are good reasons to fly over us in the middle--it's much faster than driving.  You don't get stuck behind the tractor.  No foul odors passing the pig farm.  But, there's so much more on the ground that people miss out on.

In an airplane, you don't get to take a quick trip through the square in a little bitty town like ours.  You don't get a chance to step into a locally owned diner and fill up on home cooked meals.  You miss out on smelling the sweet air flowing in on the breeze across the fields, the fragrance of flowers mixing with fresh mowed hay.

When you get a chance, drive through some of the "fly over" states, and enjoy a trip you'd not get to have in an airplane.  Enjoy the sunshine and pretty blue skies from below, say hi to Bessie in the pasture, and take life just a little bit slower. :)


Tuesday, January 7, 2020

A Trip To Painted Barrels

I've been renting a couple of shelves at a shop in Girard, KS called Painted Barrels.  It's a sweet shop, full of home decor and gifts and furniture and more.  This month I was blessed with upgrading to a half booth, and while there adding to the booth space, I took pictures of different parts of the store.

What do you think of these?  BTW mine are the aprons and kinda "out of sorts" look.  I need to finish what I'm taking in this week and make it look better.  I just need to find more containers to store items in and keep them visible.




















































If you're ever in Southeast Kansas, stop in Girard on the west side of the square--Summit Street--and stop on in!  Nancy and Carrie (owners) would love to see you!